but I don't care. I wanted to remember my answer to my prayers.
I had an epiphany today.
A very (and I mean, very) simple one.
One that makes me almost embarrassed that it's taken me 20 years to figure out.
Life isn't ever supposed to get easier.
That sounds totally depressing, but it's not.
Today I was thinking to myself the old saying of, "when it rains, it pours"
meaning that stress/worries/trials never come one by one.
Everything has to pile on top of each other.
And then the still small voice of the Spirit (literally) whispered that
life isn't ever supposed to get easier.
It continually gets harder so that we can continually get stronger.
Well that was simple.
And then I was completely at ease.
I'm strong enough to handle these obstacles and
I don't need to worry about if others doubt me because He doesn't.
He gave me them for a reason.
So these before mentioned obstacles haven't been placed in my way to distract me from my plans because they're the wrong path for me to follow. It's just part of life. My fear of things going totally wrong isn't necessary because even if they do, I will have learned from them.
Even when it's the right thing to do,
Heavenly Father doesn't always make it an easy go.
He expects me to put some effort and work into my future.
But He is there to help.
Have faith and He'll work things out.